The month of February is the heart month of course! So this whole month... My heart was floating and hanging in mid air... Waiting, dreaming and thinking of him...
And just right before this heart month ends... My heart fall to pieces... Broken and shattered. Oh hell! I don't even wanna talked about it.. This Idyllic Dream will forever be a DREAM..! My bitter-sweet dream.
Sunday, March 20, 2011
VI. False Hope for Something Deeper
I was ready to set aside my feelings for him... Told myself to be contented enough with the photos and little talks we had.. but as DANIELLA's nature... I refuse to listen with all the warnings I gave myself.
I thought I wasn't mistaken... We even had a session at Panulukan Dos one Thursday night... January 27, 2011... It's just supposed to be me, kuya Chachie, ate Mhegz and Prince when we planned it... But then... Hours before we leave... Prince texted kuya Chachie to say that Isiah will come with us. Heart felt excitement rush through me...! So to put it all in a nutshell.. He did come with us. I never thought that'll really happen in real life... Sitting next close to him... Well.. We barely talk though... But still going out with him was the least I expected... And it was way out of the plan... So I really loved that night... Thinking that might be the first and the last... But hoping that it'll be a start...
It was Friday afternoon when I asked Prince why Isiah came with us that night... And Prince said he intentionally asked him to come with us.. And I asked whether Isiah knows that I'll be around.. And Prnce said yes.. He told him daw na kasama ako... So there's where the false hope arises... A week before that Thursday night I was annoyed with Isiah because we almost bumped into each other and he suddenly get back to where he came from... It was so awkward... So I thought he don't want what I was doing... And I was really planning to just get over with him.. Then Prince told me that.. And boom.. My stupid foolish heart sets her hopes too high again.
I thought I wasn't mistaken... We even had a session at Panulukan Dos one Thursday night... January 27, 2011... It's just supposed to be me, kuya Chachie, ate Mhegz and Prince when we planned it... But then... Hours before we leave... Prince texted kuya Chachie to say that Isiah will come with us. Heart felt excitement rush through me...! So to put it all in a nutshell.. He did come with us. I never thought that'll really happen in real life... Sitting next close to him... Well.. We barely talk though... But still going out with him was the least I expected... And it was way out of the plan... So I really loved that night... Thinking that might be the first and the last... But hoping that it'll be a start...
It was Friday afternoon when I asked Prince why Isiah came with us that night... And Prince said he intentionally asked him to come with us.. And I asked whether Isiah knows that I'll be around.. And Prnce said yes.. He told him daw na kasama ako... So there's where the false hope arises... A week before that Thursday night I was annoyed with Isiah because we almost bumped into each other and he suddenly get back to where he came from... It was so awkward... So I thought he don't want what I was doing... And I was really planning to just get over with him.. Then Prince told me that.. And boom.. My stupid foolish heart sets her hopes too high again.
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