I was a day dreamer... Young and know nothing about life when he suddenly came to my life... Learned how to love. Felt pain and cried... All because of him. I've been dying to meet him.. To know him... To be introduced to him.. Ever since I saw him. He has been a part of me. I've loved him in my dreams... And I always dreamt that he loves me more than I do.
Funny. Petty. Naive.
Hahaha!!! As I think about it right now... I can't help but laugh at myself... Feeling so silly.. But hey! I enjoyed staying at that dream... Sometimes I don't even want to get out of it... I established that dream and lived in it for quite a while... My world with him... It became my sanctuary... Sounds crazy right..? Well... Maybe I am. Crazy about him... <3
How can you love someone who didn't even know you exist...? Till now..that question still haunts me... But.. I wouldn't have any answer... Okay okay... Let's try this one: maybe I waited for him because we're really meant to be together... It just so happen that I've known it first long before he did too...? Oooh! Crap! hahaha!!!
So yeah... This is about my dream.. Yes..? Well... I made "our" world inside my dream... I knew every necessary details about him... Don't ask me how or why... I just know.. Vague as it may seem... But that's the truth... I just felt like I knew him so well... Well basically I found all the possible way to get close to him... There's the social networking... At that time... Friendster is still the most popular social networking site... So the basic infos were there and... Their house used to have a sign that it is for sale with their telephone number in it... So together with my naughty cousins we called the number and ate Camille talked to him... He has an angelic voice over the phone... And I was jealous of ate Camille because she's the only one who got to talk with him... So that's how it went... I even found out about his family because of that phone call... And with all the informations about him I had made the story of my dreams...ΓΌ
